Know It

LETTING GO WAS EASIER THAN I THOUGHT
MISUNDERSTANDINGS
MISUNDERSTOOD
MISCOMMUNICATION
THATS THE NAME OF THE GAME
I LEARNED AT THE END OF THE DAY ALL YOU HAVE IS YOU
YOU BECAME A PRIORITY FOR A LONG TIME
AND I FORGOT TO THINK OF ME
WHICH MADE NO SENSE
LOSING YOURSELF ISNT EASY
IT HITS YOU WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND LOOK IN THE MIRROR AND CANT RECONGIZE WHAT YOU SEE
ITS A SHAME WHEN YOU PUTS OTHERS AHEAD
ITS A SHAME WHEN EVERYONE AROUND YOU IS TELLING YOU THE TRUTH BUT YOURSELF
MISTAKES ARE SUPPOSED TO BE MAD, TO LEARN, TO REMINISE
WRITING IS MY THERAPY
THIS IS MY LIFE
TO STRUGGLE THEN LEARN THEN LET GO
LETTING GO IS EASIER THAN I THOUGHT
LETTING GO HELPS YOU TO START ALL OVER

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I WILL NOT STAY HOME AND WONDER

NOR WILL I CAUSE MYSELF ANYMORE PAIN

A GREAT SOULD TOLD ME ONCE ITS ALL A LESSON

TIL WE LEARN

MY PAST WILL NOT TAKE ME OVER

I WILL NOT LOSE

MUSIC IS THE HEALER OF MY SOUL

MY LORD GOD IS FOREVER MY SAVIOR

TELL ME I'M STAYING TRUE TO ME

TELL ME YOU WILL DO THE SAME

NO MORE ARE YOU HEALTHY FOR ME

I DO ME AND WELL FOR YOURSELF

TELL ME I AM NOT THE ONE

FOR THIS I KNOW

SOONER OR LATER I WILL HAVE TO GROW AND OVERCOME THIS

NEVER AGAIN WILL I SETTLE 4 U.

OPEN FOR CHANGE

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LOOKING DOWN FROM HERE

ITS A LONG WAY DOWN

SILENCE IS THE WORST KILLER

TO SPEAK IS A VIRTUE

STRENGTH COMES TO THE BEST OF US

THE WEAK OVER TIME WILL HEAL

GOD RELEIVES THE PAIN IN US ALL

THE HEART CONTINUES

MY SOUL REMAINS

PAIN EXIST WITHIN US

ALWAYS REMEMBER......EVERYONE YOU EVER MET OR KNOW

IS AFRAID OF SOMETHING

LOVES SOMETHING

AND HAS LOST SOMETHING!

HER

SAY ITS HER
BLAME IT ALL ON HER
YES I SHE IS ANGRY
YES SHE HAVE ISSUES
WE ALL HAVE ISSUES
NOONE BELEIVES HER
IT HAPPENED SO LONG AGO
THIS INNOCENCE OF HER SOUL CAN NEVER TELL A LIE
THE PRIDE SHE POSSESSES CAN GO UNNOTICED
WHY HER?....WHY NOW?
HER LIFE IS FOREVER CHANGES
TURNED TO ALCOHOL.....PILLS......AND THE MALE TO HEAL HER
TO FIND THE HOLE TO THE MISSING HEART
NEVER WILL BE THE SAME
IT DISPLAYS OVER IN HER HEAD OVER AND OVER AGAIN
EVERY MORING WAKES UP AND WONDERS.......IS THIS A DREAM?
REALIZES IT NEVER WAS.....
she feels small. lost. confused. unwanted. unnoticed. changed. dead.

SHE WAS RAPED...COULD NEVER TURN BACK....FOREVER TRAPPED IN THE PAST.

WHAT IS LOVE?

ABSENCE DOES FOR LOVE WHAT THE WIND DOES FOR FLAMES
IT EXTINGUISHES THE WEAK AND FEEDS THE STRONG
LOVE CANNOT BE DESCRIBED
OR FORCED
THE LOVE NEVER RECEIVED
CAN NEVER BE CHOSEN
IT COME AT IT'S OWN TIME
IT CANNOT BE MISTAKEN
MANY LOVE THE IDEA OF THIS EMOTION
WITHOUT SCOPING FOR THE RIGHT CHOICE
MANY CHOOSE IT AS A JOB
WITHOUT REALLY WORKING FOR IT
FALL ON YOUR KNEES FOR THE CREATOR OF LOVE
DEFINE ITS DISCOVERY AND MEANING
FOR LOVE COULD BE YOUR GREATESS ACHIVEMENT
OR CAN BE THE WORST DOWNFALL
I DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
MAYBE YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT LOVE IS
MAYBE THERE NO SUCH THING AT ALL.

Beginning

Before we go on this journey of discovery.
I'm glad your on this page.
I'm not here to help you discover or to think.
This isn't a matter of getting deep or becoming shallow.
I have the need to express myself.
And I can;t express it enough.
How much I care for me.
And you.
And all of this.